A few things that really spoke to me from this week's reading are centered around the idea of questioning. More specifically, the reading focuses on how students can frame questions and responses to readings around social issues. So let me tell you my take on one of these "Aha!" things.
(Disclaimer: I don't mean to offend anyone, more specifically, I don't mean to offend Catholics. These are my humble thoughts and I mean no disrespect.)
Beach provides us with a little "outdated" example using the Crusades and the Roman Catholic Church. I'll focus only on this one. It treads along the path of "how can people truly understand the teachings of the Bible if they're not allowed to question it."
As a former Catholic rebel, this example spoke to me and made me question assessment and how to frame lessons and responses around particular ideas. Let me explain:
For most of my childhood, I attended church and did my rituals and all the things "good" Catholic children do in the "Becoming Catholic" series. First, I was baptized, then came my first communion, then I was confirmed, and I'd make sure to go to confession before receiving the body of Christ. I never questioned why I did it. I was simply instructed to do so, and I did. Reflecting on my experience with the Church, I've come to view each event as a Benchmark assessment of my Catholic faith. In order to move on to the next step, I had to do what was asked of me to move on to the next step. Shortly after getting married, I realized that for me, nothing seemed to match. The more I questioned, however, the more I was seen as a rebel. I questioned the relationship the Bible had with my particular church and its parishioners. There seemed to be a disconnect. I wasn't questioning my faith because I wanted to be rebellious, I was questioning it because I wanted a deeper understanding. I had gone through the required series and called myself a Catholic to find that I didn't understand any of it.
In our schools, we have children who have gone through so many series of steps to get to where they are and are now learning information to move to the next step in this series. There doesn't seem to be any real learning or engagement going on. Here, I'm reminded today of the benchmark tests, and our ED 330 conversations last night. I think that rather than questioning which is better, the formative or the summative, we really ought to ask: whom are we teaching, and for what?
If we are part of urban education , I think we should really examine what urban means, and who defines this? It really makes me feel uncomfortable (I'm obviously trying to be careful with my words) when majority (I should really look at the numbers) of schools in Chicago are categorized as "Urban." Yeah, sure, urban really means "in relation to a city or town," but that's not what majority of people think.
I have found that (and this is my take on the issue) people often categorize urban schooling as "ghetto-schooling." It's most often "those kids." They're kind of displaced when it comes to the world of teaching and texts about teaching. All the things that we read about in our classes are beautiful, right? And then there's "those" kids. No, I haven't digressed from the point I want to make, just hold on.
"Those kids" deserve better than just benchmark tests. In keeping with Beach and all the things he says, perhaps we ought to frame our students' responses to readings around social issues. Especially when it comes to "urban" kids. The idea of questioning doesn't simply apply to our kids, but it also applies to us. I, for one, cannot wait to see the day when we move away from being a flock of sheep grazing (do sheep graze?) on Benchmark (or other) tests, and we actually stand up and say, "Hey! I am the teacher! The builder of minds, helper of future leaders! Let me show you what my kids can do."
Too much? Ok, here: