We had a great group come in and work in small groups with the current cohort going through the EE program. All of us, excited to learn and ready to student teach next semester sat on the edge of our seats like little yellow-green sponges and eagerly asked questions. But this time it was different (because we all know we've done this a thousand times when we've been able to corner our instructors and spout questions and demand answers and encouragements to our worries.
This session was really fun though, maybe even the most fun I've had in a class in a while. The still-new teachers were honest and that's exactly what we need. I don't need to hear "oh you'll be fine, just be prepared to be stressed out" any more! Really! I know I'm going to be stressed out, I've been preparing for it my entire life by being anally organized and a worry-wart. What I do need to hear at this point is that I'm unprepared. And what I mean by this is that there are so many situations that I just need to be thrown into while student teaching. No amount of fieldwork will prepare us for the time that a student comes up to us crying or shouting. Sure, maybe you've seen a student cry in class before, and maybe you were even the one to hand them a tissue, but there is no way that when we sit in the back of a class for a couple of hours a week that a real bond is forged. No way. And there is no way that any of us have the experience built up to write up five lesson plans in one day because the prior day completely bombed and we didn't teach the whole lesson because there was a fire drill. Nope, that comes with us being torn away from the comfort of our concrete walls here at UIC and being thrown into the florescent lights of a ninth-grade classroom.
I value honesty. And that's exactly what these teachers gave me. Jason Rising and Rich Farrell are both teachers at TEAM Englewood, and they seem to be completely different in their teaching styles. Maybe I'm wrong there, but I think I picked up on some different vibes from them. The similarity that I did see from them was their dedication. Similarly, Ryan Dolan, a teacher at Foreman High School was just great to listen to. I had a chance to talk to him more one-on-one after class, and he was wonderful! We talked about books, and his passion for the subject was so clear. I love that!
I'm so grateful that UIC has such an amazing English Education program. Not only have I learned a lot over my years going through it, but I also know that there are really amazing teachers who have gone through the program and are successful now. We all complain about where we come from, but I can honestly say I'm glad I come from a school that's prepared me to teach in CPS and I am more than happy to be working with this amazing group that I've come to call my friends.
Happy Thanksgiving and Happy Hanukkah to all.
-Alexandra K. Wiesyk